He Shoots! He Scores!

Martin decided to go out with Andrew's friend Daniel, and I as we ran errands. We had to go & get our Harry Potter tix, a run to Whole Foods & Publix. Going out w/Daniel is an adventure, he talks w/anyone & everyone he meets. In Ireland he would be known as a wee Granda. LOL You can tell where he’s been because he leaves a trail of people laughing or smiling in his wake! LOL It’s fun to watch.

While we were listening to Martin’s new music cd in the car, the 3rd song that reminds me of Andrew’s journey Home was on. Martin tells me that he asked Andrew for a sign to let him know he was around. Martin then says, “He sent me a sign,” & he pointed over to a license plate that said “Hug Kiss.” Then we were hit with a wave of emotion and we both had tears in our eyes as we felt Andrew’s presence, we felt his love, the amazing love that he has for his parents. Andrew then told Martin “I’m in every fiber, of every cell, of your being Daddy.” And boy did we feel it! As Martin and I hold hands and take in the moment, (while I’m trying to drive mind you!) Martin starts to laugh because Andrew then said, all chuffed (proud), “He shoots! He scores!” :-D We both started LOAO! lil bastard! LOL He’s still not off the hook for leaving us behind! He still has a smack from me coming when I get there!

IT’S ALL GOOD!

An Avatar's Journey Home

I thought since it is coming up on the 2nd anniversary of his crossing, and Kimberly's father is getting ready to make his transition, I would post it again here.

This is Andrew's story of his journey home as told by Andrew through Martin. While we got a glimpse of his journey the night he left us, Martin got the full channel in Feb '08.

For all those who are Andrew's friends and love him, I hope this brings you some peace. I know you miss him, but he is still here with you. He is only a thought away! IT'S ALL GOOD!

"I was met by a beautiful energy in the shape of a white stag. He whispered my name, Glan Croi, many times. Many times until my energy resounded with it. It became me, as I became the name.

"What does it mean," I asked.

"PureHeart." The stag replied.

"PureHeart." I whispered in return. It felt right and it felt purposeful.

"What do I do now?" I asked.

"We wait, Glan Croi, we wait."

I waited. I felt so very clear and very beautiful. Then I remembered my mom and dad, and my sister. I became sad for a split second, and this stag enveloped me. I felt safe. It felt like home to me.

I then saw my dad, lost in a moment, but I knew he could see me. So I smiled and waved at him, I remember thinking, if he only knew what awaits, he would not be so sad. I also saw my mom. I admire her strength so very much. I'm able to do what I need to do because of them. I have peace, and I will share with them until we reunite.

I was able to communicate with their higher selves when I ascended. Through their teaching I was never lost. It helped me understand where I was, when so many people don't. You need to know who and where you are before you cross, else you get lost here.

I still travel with my parents my sister, and their higher consciousness. We are working and loving together. It is my wish that their human cells know and accept this, even the times they cannot feel it. It is so.

I spoke to my dad, and he heard me. I asked him to tell the healers to stop. It was time for me to leave, and get things ready. I am happy. He did not listen to me at first, so I taught him like he taught me. He took his own advice though, and helped me make sense of it. Now he has to help Mommy, and my sister Elatia, but he hears me, so that won't be a problem.

"Are you ready?" the stag said.

"Ready? What for?" I questioned.

"They want to celebrate your coming Home."

"They, who are they?"

"Follow me: Glan Croi, and you will see."

We left the room, and I found myself at the edge of a beautiful forest. It felt more like home than anything I had ever experienced before. I couldn't take it all in at first. Images were flashing very quickly. It seems we were moving very quickly, but naturally, at the same time. It just felt right to me.

We came to what I remembered to be a large castle, with a drawbridge. Above me was an archway of trees leading into a courtyard containing a fountain, with a large lion statue in the middle of it. There was water coming from the lion's mouth into the base of the fountain. It's sparkled and glowed. I drank from the fountain and remembered who I am. It was wonderful and beautifully overwhelming.

The stag was no longer with me, and as I looked back I saw it's energy disappearing into the trees. "Welcome home,: Glan Croi." I heard him whisper as he became one with the trees. It did not matter that he was gone, because I knew where to go from here. Straight ahead, and through the double wooden doors that were in front of me.

As I pushed them open and walked forward, I was transported into a great arena. I realized at this point, that I had not been wearing any clothes. I was naked, but I noticed that I didn't have any of the needle marks, and other marks that my body on earth had accumulated during my stay in hospital. All of these realizations happened in a split second.

I heard cheering and whistling, and I also heard a loud thundering. I came to awareness and I see what looks like thousands of people sitting around the arena, and standing around the arena, cheering and clapping. I know who I am. I have always known who I am. I remember thinking that this was cool. The initial fear that I had when I crossed was long gone, and in its place was a feeling of "yeah, now that's what I'm talking about!"

I was met by my mom, dad, and Elatia, and they took me together with Michael, the Angel, to the center of the arena where there was a large throne-like chair. A lady wearing a green robe came up behind me, and put upon me a beautiful forest green robe. I put my arms through and it felt like I had worn this before. She tied the robe with a thick golden rope which fell to my sides very comfortably.

As I looked around the arena at the thousands of happy faces, I noticed that they were all wearing robes of various colors. They were sectioned according to their colors around the arena. Facing the throne I saw all the people wearing a similar robe to me. They were standing and cheering. My mom and my dad and my sister were seated there.

A tall man came over to me and placed a headpiece on my head. It was silver with an Emerald heart right in the center. "We welcome you home,: Glan Croi." I sat on the chair for a little while, then went to greet everyone that I knew. I had traveled many places with all of these people many, many times. I have no regrets, and will always strive to communicate with my parents and my sister, because I realized as soon as I crossed that our work has just begun.

I will see you all very soon and you will remember. We are destined to travel for we are an unstoppable and connected team. Much love and blessings to you. Let's go, you know you want to."

February 2008

Glan Croi

This still brings tears to my eyes when I read it. How amazing, powerful and profound! I am really looking forward to my journey Home!

FAERIE NICE!

I have this beautiful handmade faerie, named Sidhe, pronounced She, that I bought at the Laguna Beach Sawdust Festival back in 2002 after an ATP(r) reunion. She is about 3 ft tall. Sidhe is just stunning with her long, blond, real hair, and her purple and green vintage Stevie Nicks type dress. I just love her!

When we had our store, she sat in an antique high chair in the front window. When kids came in they would talk to her. I honestly think they could hear her. They were always very respectful to her. They would stroke her arm or touch her face as they talked to her. It was cool to watch.

Now she sits in the same antique high chair by my back door to the pool/frog pond area. Sidhe is right up against the wall beside the french doors. Friday we noticed that her chair was away from the wall and turned towards the back room, Elatia’s old room. I thought maybe Andrew's friend Daniel might have done it when he grabbed his backpack for school. He spent Wed & Thurs night with us. He kept it on the chair beside Sidhe. I never got to ask him if he might have done it.

Martin put her back last night before we went to bed and says to Andrew, “I’m getting tired of putting her back.” Figuring this was not going to be the last time. ;-) Then Andrew says to him, “Not as tired as I am moving it out Daddy!” LOL

Then tonight right before we go into Andrew’s room for me to work on my astral travel exercises to meet up with Andrew, Martin came inside from the pool area and Sidhe was once again away from the wall facing the back room! As we notice this, Cold Play’s Viva La Vida came on the music channel. I just turned that channel on! I hardly ever do that at night, just during the day usually. We just started laughing because it is just so Andrew! Its his calling card to do something, then follow it up with a sign and Viva La Vida is a definite sign! He sent me that song last year. It reminds me of how he talked about ruling the world. It was bittersweet moment because I could just see him standing there laughing but missing his physical presence tremendously as well. But…

IT’S ALL GOOD

Peek A Boo!

This is a short one. I was using the laptop where Andrew’s portrait is the background. It’s doubled side by side so it doesn’t deform the picture. As I was trying to post something on FB the whole FB page moved down just enough to where I see Andrew’s eyes from the one portrait peeking over the top at me. As I notice this I hear in my head, “Peek a boo I see you!”LOL It took me a second to realize that it wasn’t my voice in my head, but Andrew’s. It made me laugh.

Then when Martin went into his office tonight, he noticed that his computer was logged onto Andrew’s FB. It had been logged onto Martin’s when he left. He thought maybe I was on it checking something out, but I was not! So Martin goes into his bathroom after and the fairy light was on, it hadn’t been on in days. Now I just looked at the time & it is 12:22am! These signs are helping me to stay somewhat calm as things have been extremely slow this month, like freakishly slow. I am sooooo ready for all these ideas to start sprouting already!

Martin told me to google and yahoo Martin and Connie Jordan, Connie & Martin Jordan, and International It’s All Good Day. WOW! We have a lot of listings on the 1st pg of each search engine! Even WitchyWoman I come up several times on the 1st pg. It’s the same for Psychic Boy. We have internet presence people! WOoo HOOo! Again, anytime now! Let’s see the them idears a sproutin!

IT’S ALL GOOD!

Keepin The Dream Alive

Martin went into the office, or the lair, as the boys call it, this morning and saw Andrew sitting in his chair staring into the monitor screen. He had his head resting on his hand. Martin asked Andrew “what’s up?” Andrew replied, “nothing much Daddy, just keeping the dream alive.” He then thanked Martin & I for the work we continue to do to get his message out there. He then said,”No worries Daddy, you and Mommy will be out there doing what you love soon.” Martin said he knows what Andrew is saying is true, because he can “feel it in my water.” I finally told him he should probably see a dr about it since he’s been “feeling it in his water” for awhile now. LMAO

Andrew looked a bit different today. He had a wee goatee that he played with on his chin. (is that a bit redundant?) He would always twirl his hair on his head when he was at his computer and make a wee horn on the front of his head with it that I was always making fun of. lol When he was in hospital he had a bit of the Shaggy thing going on his chin. I would play with it because I was excited to see hair growing again. He was not amused with me at all! He didn’t like hair on his face so I was surprised when Martin said that Andrew had a goatee this morning.

Martin was telling me all this, while I was driving to get bagels. Of course I have to ask him questions to pull it out of him. He really makes me work for this information!

So I proceed to ask him, “What was Andrew wearing? What did he look like?” I’m always curious if he appears as Muck or PureHeart. This morning it was The Muck…an older Muck. He is not 16yo anymore that is fo sho! He is showing himself as his 18yo self would be here. It’s kinda cool that he does that for us!

This morning he had his goatee, his hair pretty much the same, a WHITE t-shirt on which I thought was odd because he NEVER wore white. He also had on something he never wore too, long jeans. He hated wearing long jeans, even in Ireland, he wore his camo or jean shorts. He had black tie shoes too. He only wore those at Elatia’s wedding. It was always sneakers any other time.

The white t-shirt was tight, like Simon Cowell tight, lol showing off his muscles. ;-) Muck had him some serious muscle action going on before he was diagnosed and he was working out w/weights to fine tune his already beautiful physique. I tried to talk him into becoming a model but he wasn’t having it at all! Anyway, on the t-shirt it said “ME!” That’s it, that’s all it said. Of course that took Martin on a journey. If a swinging trash can lid in a grocery store can do that to him, why not a t-shirt that said ME!

Finally Martin asked Andrew what the t-shirt meant. Andrew’s reply? “I know who I am Daddy.” And so he does! He did while he was here too, which is most important because if we know who we are here, it makes our journey back Home that much sweeter! Martin and I done good! We enabled Andrew to have the best journey Home that he could ever possibly have! We also did our job so well he was able to go Home when he did. *sigh* (I'll know better next time! yea like there'll be a next time!) I know I will see the rewards for that when I finally get to go Home.

An interesting thing happened while at the bagel shoppe. Andrew ALWAYS follows up his appearance with a sign. It even blew Martin away. As we are waiting to give our order, the cashier, *pronounced* Marteen says to someone, “Keeping the dream alive!” :-o Martin and I just looked at each other and LOAO! That’s our Muck! :-D

Muck also helped Martin to not over fill his coffee this time by making fun of him by repeating Martin’s words to him “Why do they fill up the coffee cup up too much?!” before he started pouring his own coffee. Can’t remember if I blogged or told someone that story of how when we went to the bagel shoppe a few weeks ago, Martin was thinking “Why do they always fill the coffee up too much? I have no room for milk.” Andrew had to remind him “Uhh Daddy, you poured that!” I went over to see why Martin was laughing so much and that is what he told me. He did it the next time too! But this time Andrew caught him in time.

Honestly! We should be a reality show!

IT’S ALL GOOD!

That Son O'Mine

We did a meditation class in Brandon back in July at Under The Gypsy Moon. It is amazing to see how Andrew…PureHeart works.

There was a little girl there, Rhiannon, she’s about 2-3ys old. Martin could see her wee antenna on top of head. An Elemental through & through this little one is. She is very clairvoyant. Rhiannon sees the faeries and also the spirits that roam Gypsy Moon, well she sees spirits every where she goes I’m sure. When she was asked where Andrew was, she pointed right where Martin saw him standing.

During the meditation Martin saw Andrew walking around doin his energy work. He went over to Rhiannon to play with her. Martin saw Rhiannon blow Andrew kisses.

After the meditation when people were sharing their experiences so Martin could give them a read on it, one woman had an interesting thing happen. She said that she heard Martin call her name. She said she heard him doing the meditation but also heard him audibly calling her name over & over. Martin said it was probably Andrew she was hearing. She said “well then he sounds just like you!” She asked if he was tall and lanky, because she said she saw this tall, lanky, handsome Being. We laughed and said YES! She went on to say that he did energy work on her shoulders, she could feel him touch her & feel the stress leave her body. I brought out his pic in my purse and she said “Yes, that is him!” The picture got passed around to everyone. One woman put her left hand over the picture for bit before she passed it on. After she passed Andrew’s pic to the next person, she was crying. While she didn’t say anything, I’m guessing she felt his healing energy and it touched her heart.

I just LOVE working with that son o’mine!

IT'S ALL GOOD!

Physical Siting Of Muck!

While Andrew's friend Daniel, and I were on a midnight run to Walmart a few months ago (there are some scary ass ppl there at that time) to get a candle for the ceremony for us to be his Godparents, Martin was practicing the piano. As Martin was working on learning a hard cord, he suddenly got it with ease. He looked up to see Andrew walking through the office! Well, it wasn’t really the office Andrew was walking through. It was where he is now, so it was Martin that had raised his vibration.

Martin saw him as solid as if he never left here! Andrew waved to Martin and had a big beautiful smile on his face. He was on his way to somewhere. Martin said he looked so amazing! Andrew was wearing his camo shorts, his Hern t-shirt, and his denim jacket I got him in Vegas from the Excalibur, with the collar up. He never wore it like that before. He also pointed to the computer and then to Martin to let him to know to “Get Blogging!” LOL You were right Leah to laugh in his general direction when Martin said he was going to be blogging more! teeeheeeee hehehehehe

Even though it was only a split second, it was like time stood still. Martin got a lot of feelings and messages in it. Andrew told him not to worry about anything, everything is under control that they are handling everything.

Martin said that when someone raises their vibration that high, the Guides come out like cockroaches on sugar! LOL Meaning that in that instant while they have you on that vibration, they are like the pit crew at a NASCAR race working on you. So he had some kind of attunement. Afterward Martin said his nose and eyes were running. He said these experiences are like crack, very addicting and makes him high, makes me high hearing about it!

Earlier tonight as I was sitting here listening to music that connects me to Muck, I felt the tug on my left ear again and then my crown chakra was buzzing so I know something’s going on with me too. Dunno what, but something. ;-)

IT’S ALL GOOD!

WAREHOUSE 22

If you watch SyFy's Warehouse 13 you know what I'm talking about.

Andrew was in quite the mood the other morning! He was been playing with Martin ALL morning on Monday! He showed Martin another “t-shirt” so to speak. Only this time he showed Martin wearing a dress, with a white streak in his hair (representing me) & underneath him it said “Yer da’s yer ma!” A quaint Irish expression for making fun of yer parents is my guess. I have to ask my sis in law Julie, since she sez it all of time.

BUT Andrew wasn’t done yet! Martin and I were chatting out side about the freakin new taddy eggs just laid, even with chlorine in the pool! Damn frogs! While I LOVE them, I want my pool to not be green anymore! I was trying to figure out how to get them out before they were tadpoles so we can keep adding chlorine, but we didn't get them all in time, so we have a new round of 1,000's of tadpoles again. *sigh of defeat* We then go inside after we realized we lost yet another battle with our froggie friends, plus it was hot and humid AND Martin's nap time. Sunday wiped him out after the psychic party.

A few minutes later Martin ends up coming out of the bedroom LHAO! He had tears rolling down his face from laughin so hard! Hey! I want in! He was in the bathroom so he was NOT thinking of Andrew by any means. As Martin was taking his quartz crystal necklace off, that has some of Andrew’s ashes in it, he hears, “Noooooooooo!” Martin then really tunes in to see what that was all about, and hears “Linear probe has been removed! I repeat! Linear probe has been removed! Houstous we have a problem!” (Muck didn’t know, when he was younger, that it was actually Houston lol)

Martin then sees Andrew at this control panel all frantic Like Artie, and all these computer screens going blank because Martin removed his crystal. Martin said it looked like a scene from Warehouse 13. Martin was wearing an artifact that kept him in touch with Andrew and now he was taking it off and all hell was breaking lose back at the "warehouse!" LMAO! My son knows how to keep us laughing! BUT he's still getting a smack when I see him again.

Just your average day at the Jordan household! :-D

IT’S ALL GOOD!

Back To School.....AGAIN!

We had a psychic party on Sunday and as we are getting ready, Martin is telling me how Andrew will be running around in his camo shorts and a t-shirt with different sayings on them. Martin is talking so nonchalantly about it. I guess he sees this all of the time. So yesterday Andrew had on a new t-shirt. I was thinking it was going to be like some really profound, Avatar sayings on his t-shirts that maybe we can market, right? WRONG! Sunday's t-shirt said “WHO’S YOUR DADDY?” with a picture of Martin underneath it! ROFLMAO! The things Muck does to keep us laughing and happy! He still is and will ALWAYS be our Mucker

Martin and I were coming home from the psychic party Sunday night. We talked about many things, but among the topics was how Andrew comes through in readings or who he sends in if it’s not his field of expertise. Plus he likes introducing Martin to some of his friends on the Other Side. Andrew is always creative with the information he gives Martin, as we have seen over the past nearly 2 yrs. *sigh*

Martin said during one reading it was getting difficult. He was being taken to a place he didn’t want to go. He was smelling things that he just knew weren’t a fun place to be. Andrew saw Martin struggling with it and Andrew jumps into Martin’s body! He started doing that earlier in the year. Martin said he then started smelling Andrew’s after shave and he was feeling much better. What does Andrew say?? “Your welcome Daddy! Love the skin I’m in!” ROFLMAO!

So as Martin and I continue with our conversations in the car, we had an hour drive, we discuss how we have NEVER seen anyone walk their talk, practice what they taught, like Andrew did! NO ONE! BAR NONE! Martin went on a wee bit of a rant about how just ONCE he would like to see someone walk their talk before he leaves this planet. Just ONCE!

As he continues on with his wee rant, I hear Andrew. So when Martin pauses to take a breath finally. I say, “You have!"…*pregnant pause for effect*… "US!” I proceed to tell him that Andrew was telling me that WE have been walking our talk, WE have practiced what we taught going through emmence trauma and grief. I got a bit teary eyed as I was feeling Andrew but I had to stay focused on the road. Then I went on to tell him, “Especially YOU!”

Martin was silent as he let those words sink in. Martin and I felt the truth Andrew was saying. He realized Andrew was right… duh! When is he not, especially now! Taken to school yet again!

So what is the lesson here kiddies? Quit looking outside of yourself and look within, it’s ALL there! A whole magnificent Universe of knowledge lies within us ALL! Ponder that!

IT’S ALL GOOD!

Peepin Elves?

Apparently so! Tammy and Cassie were in Andrew’s room goofing around. Well, Tammy was trying to go to sleep and Cassie wasn’t having any of it. SO as they were in there laughing and carrying on, I hear them get a little freaked out.

They come out of the room and ask where Martin was because they thought he was outside of Andrew’s bedroom window trying to scare them. I said “Nope, he’s in the office doing an $80 special reading.” *insert commercial here* Then they asked where Daniel was. Told them he was in the office too. They went into the office to check and sho enuf, there was Daniel at Andrew’s computer.

Then Tammy & Cassie ran outside to see if they could see anyone because they said they definitely heard someone at the window. Well, Tammy just demonstrated it and it scared the piss outta me! That was no wind blowing! Someone definitely ran their hands down the window! :-o So the Elves were making their presence known to someone other than Daniel and Martin.

Now you might think it was some neighborhood kids, not with the average age of the neighborhood being 70! We don’t have kids that roam the street at night, well not since Andrew quit walking Wes home after midnite anyway. :-(

SO our Elvin buddies are making themselves more known. Looking forward to hearing more from them. So Stay Tuned!

IT’S ALL GOOD!

THIS JUST IN!

Tammy put her blanket that we took to the beach last week out side draped on 2 chairs. Daniel noticed today that it looked like 2 people had sat in them. Sure enough when we went to look at them that’s exactly what it looked like! No one’s been out there sitting except Martin & he has his chair. It looks like the handy work of a couple of Elves IMHO!